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Saturday, June 24th, 2006
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9:56 pm - Quick up-date
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I don't think anyone reads this anymore. I mean once in a great while I check in on this old dusty lj, but not very often.
My Summer so far:
-Tom and I broke and got back together and then broke up 2 weeks ago. I think he dumped me for this 18 yr old girl who just graduated from Trinity almost 2 weeks ago. Sweet.
-I am taking Macroeconomics at UNHM
+This week is the last week of it
-I have been working 50 hour weeks on top of going to school 9 hours a week
+I started my internship when school got out
-I still have yet to actually sign up for the course....which I plan on doing Monday.
So, even though it seems like I might be busy, really, I'm not. I have a lot of spare time and I'd love to spend some of it with you. I lost my best and practically only friend. It sucks, but I'm trying to cope. I really don't feel like writing about it, but if you really care enough to ask, I'm sure I'd have a lot of feelings to pour onto you. LoL.
My Mom and Dodger have been gone for a week and a half and they come home tomorrow. They were in California. I which I got to go with them. I'd rather be anywhere but here right now. Dodger's oldest son got married and my Mom finally got to meet his parents.
My cousin is pregnant. I wish her all the luck. She's 18 and this is her first real boyfriend and the only person she has ever had sex with, in fact it was probably the 2nd time they ever slept together. He didn't think he could have kids. living proof that condoms are not 100%. Good luck <3 I have to admit I was kind of upset that she's having a baby before me. Not that I'm even ready for a baby, but just that she's my younger cousin and I just thought it would be me before her. Oh well. I hope everything works out well for her. She has been VERY responsible since she found out. She has a lot of things figured out and it's only been 2 weeks since she's known.
I've been trying to decide what to do after college. I want to move out. I think even out of this state. Far away. I have nothing holding me back anymore. I've wanted to move away, but was willing to stay if I had something or someone keeping me here. Now, I don't know, even though I am scared to do it alone, maybe it's what I have to do. Maybe it's time for me to just leave. I don't know. We'll see. I don't know if grad school is for me. It's so expensive and I owe so much money b/c of undergrad as it is, I dunno.
Ok, enough rambling. Call me sometime.
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| Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
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10:46 pm - Oh man
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I fucking hate this apartment. Seriously. Now I'm just pissed.
They fucking ate all my food, drank all my waters, and I come back with their friends having been sleeping in my bed. So I come back this weekend and can obviously tell someone has been sleeping in my bed and someone has opened a BRAND NEW package of my pens (when I clearly have like 20 in a mug on my desk). So I ask my roommate about it. And why, yes, AGAIN someone was sleeping in my bed.
And on Thursday I got a sub and saved it and a water and even put my name on it. Childish, yes, but figured that was the only way I'd actually get them to not touch it. Well, that doesn't even fucking stop them. Because, low and behold, my water is fucking gone. Wow, what a fucking surprise. So I leave a note on the notepad on the fridge saying, I labeled my water, who drank it?? And someone had the nerve to fucking say to me that I use their toilet paper and basics. Except that I don't. I use the toilet paper a total of like maybe 5 times a week...not even a roll. And if they want to get that fucking technical, I bought one of those huge things of tp last semester (like 16 rolls or something) and that should've lasted me a lot longer than a year here since I'm never at the apartment. So I owe them fucking nothing.
ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so pissed. I want out of this fucking apartment. So bad. Seriously.
current mood:  pissed off
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| Monday, January 9th, 2006
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2:55 pm
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In The Beginning
Where did you ring in the New Year?: At Mel's house
Who were you with?: Melany and eventually Scary Mary
Did you kiss anyone at midnight?: Nope...I had been hoping to spend it with someone else, but he wanted to be spending it with another girl
Did you make any resolutions?: No
If so did you keep them?: Can't keep a promise to yourself you never made
Your Love Life
Single/Taken?: Taken
How many relationships did you have?: Technically...one. But some really screwy things happened at the beginning with an OLD relationship
How many break ups?: No break-ups....well, not any official ones, we had been already broken up officially for a while
How many people did you kiss?: Two
Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?: Yes, a whole bunch, and I am so thankful for all of them
Did any of your friendships end?: Kind of
Did you dislike anyone?: There were times....
Did you get into any fights?: Yes
Did you make any new enemies?: Probably
Did you resolve any fights?: I don't think any of it has truly been resolved
Who was your closest friend?: Oh jeez...depends on when during the year.
The Holidays
Did you have a Valentine?: I was supposed to, but there were some issues and I kind of ditched him and class and hung out with Myriam instead
Did the Easter bunny visit you?: Of course!
Did watch fireworks on the 4th of July?: I watched fireworks with Tom at his camp place...his friends brought some.
Did you dress up for Halloween?: Yes, I was Dorothy
What did you do for Thanksgiving?: Tom was with me and we ate at my G-ma's with Mom and that family and then I drove back up here with him and ate at my Memere's and Pepere's with my Dad and his family
Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays?: No, though I was told to.
Did you receive what you wanted?: Yes, and then some. I even got my car fixed for $1,000. Fan-flipping-tastic
Were you good this holiday season? I think so.
Your Birthday
How old did you turn? 20
Did you have a cake? Yes, my Mommy made my favorite :-D
What did you do for your birthday?: Ummm...I had like a 6 day weekend for it...that's all I remember though.
Did you have a party?: No
Did you get any presents?: Yes, I always get presents
The Memories and Accomplishments
Funniest Memory?: Montreal with Kia, Bryen, and Pam
Saddest Memory?: Tasha getting hit by the car and me not being able to do anything or see her
Most Embarrassing Memory?: I wouls say my super hott dance moves the night I got initiated was pretty embarassing
Best Accomplishment?: Finally getting over him
FAVORITES
Favorite TV shows?: Nip/Tuck, The OC, Glimore Girls, Reunion
Favorite songs?: Hmmm...there were a couple
Favorite bands?: EDIT Fall Out Boy!!
Favorite food?: Chinese Pie and Potato skins :-D
Favorite stores?: American Eagle
Favorite restaurants?: TGIFriday's! and Cactus Jack's
Favorite piece of clothing?: Hmmm...most of them, because I had lost so much weight at the beginning of the year. So, I guess my size 8 jeans. Haha....pathetic
All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?: More than anyone could ever understand
Did you dye your hair?: Yes, lots of blonde highlights then finally back to my natural brown color
Did you get your hair cut?: Yes, it was long and pretty and I chopped it off to be a brat! LoL...growing it back out now
Did you change your style?: A little. I felt better about myself because I had lost the weight
Where you in school?: Yes, 2 different ones even
Did you have a job?: Yes, I even got promoted :-D
Did you drive?: Yes
Did you own a car?: Yes
Did you lose anyone this year?: Yes, my Natasha baby. :( Literally probably one of the worst moments in my life. It still upsets me
Did anyone close to you give birth?: No
Did you move at all?: Yes. I moved out of my apartment in Boston and then moved back into UNH
Did you go on any vacations?: I went to the Bahamas for the first time in my life and it was amazing
Did you leave the country at all?: Yes
Would you change anything about yourself now?: More confidence and keeping in better touch with old friends....and losing a bit more weight would be nice
Wrap Up
Was 2005 a good year?: Well, it started off rocky, but it only got better
Did 2005 bring any new insights?: Oh yeah...I really learned some things about people that I never knew
Do you think 2006 will top 2005?: I hope so
Do you have any goals for 2006?: Yeah
If you could relive any moment which would you choose?: There are some I would like to relive because they were so aweful I would want to change what happened or even relive just to remind myself how strong I can be and then there are other moments I'd want to relive because it's always a nice reminder knowing how happy and carefree you can be
If you could forget any moment what would it be?: I don't want to forget any of it...I mean if I had to choose to never go through with some things that happened, I would have, but now, had those moments never happened, I would have not been that much stronger
Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end?: The end of it was fantastic, but I'm ready for 2006
Do you plan to do anything special for NYE 2006?: Spent it with Tom b/c New Year's Day was his 21st
Who will you be kissing at Midnight?: Tom kissed me, of course. First midnight kiss in at least 3 years
current mood:  cold
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| Monday, December 19th, 2005
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1:16 pm - 6 days to go...
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Yeah. So, I work all the time. Basically.
I got a D in the class I need for my major and HAVE to have a C or better in. That's class #2 I have to re-take. Bastards.
Other than that I think I got good grades.
Yesterday I was driving to work. Surprise surprise. And I was actually in Weare, which turned out to be a good thing. And I drive through the center of town and past the bank and then the speed limit changes to 50mph...so I go my usual 55 mph. Then I hear a noise. I think "Shit, I hope I didn't just get a flat." So I mute my radio. Nope, I hear nothing. I keep it muted, just in case. A little bit later (not much later) I hear a noise again. Now I'm thinking, "Shit, I really think I might have a flat." So then like a second later I feel my car go down on the back right side and that's when I knew I had a flat tire. So, I pull over and put my foot on the brake and oh wait a second, it goes all the way down to the floor and my car isn't slowing down. Now I'm freaking out a little b/c I don't know how my car is going to stop. Eventually it does. I get out of the car to go check out my flat tire and I walk around the car, Look.
...:::DRAMATIC PAUSE:::...
THERE WAS NO TIRE THERE!!! Not only was there no tire there, but the wheel baring, whch is what holds the tire on to the car, came off with the tire as well. So there was just a nub there. Yup, the WHOLE thing was gone. It scared the shit out of me. I did find my tire down the road and in a ditch. My mom climbed down the ditch and rolled it back up to the road and then we put it in my trunk. She was covered in snow, needless to say. Cane we also talk about how when my car got inspected in August the guy told me that eventually they would need to be done. Nothing important and can wait a while. Huh, b/c now it's December and I have tire on my fucking car!
Yeah....needless to say yesterday was a bad day. Not to mention Tom completely flipping out on me because I got out of work later than expected and he wasted gas sitting there for an extra 45 minutes (gas that I paid for, mind you)and I should have told him. Even though I told him to be there at like 11:30 and that was around the time I knew we'd be later than I expected, so he'd already be outside and it would have made no difference. Yeah. I have never had anyone scream IN my face like that before. I made him bring me home and I told him I did not want to spend the night with him. Jerk.
That's it for depressing news. Sorry. A little venting and a little trying to get over the shock of my day yesterday.
Hope everyone has a great Holiday!!!
-Nicole
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| Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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1:15 am - ...:::All I Want For Christmas:::...
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 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last month I caught a purse-snatcher who stole ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) blame_no_one's purse (30 points). In June I punched _everymoment in the arm (-10 points). In April superadam10 and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Last Tuesday I ruled Asscrackistan as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In May I signed my organ donor card (28 points).
Overall, I've been nice (698 points). For Christmas I deserve a my size barbie!
Sincerely,
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So, on a crappier note, I almost got fired this week. The other Sales Lead told my boss that I swore at her 3 times and that I made her cry because of it. Funny, because I never swore at her or said anything mean to her. So, on Saturday, my boss, me and her will all sit down together to discuss what happened. And no matter what I am basically getting screwed over for this. FUCK YOU KIM! I still can't get over any of this. I don't swear at work, let alone out in the open in front of other associates and clients. I would never put my job on the line like that. But I guess I did, apparently, and the other employee that heard the whole thing and myself completely missed me using fuck 3 times. My boss told me she doesn't want to fire me but that this would be considered a final warning, which any normal person would get 3 writes ups before getting fired, I'd only get this one. >:-O
Other than that, I am procrastinating like CRAZY right now and avoiding this 10 page paper that is due, technically, tonight at 5pm. It's on leadership. I don't know how I'll be able to talk about my philosophy of leadership in 10 pages, but c'est la vie, I guess.
I wish it was Christmas right now. I wish that right now was next week, because then I'd be off for a whole month and would not have to be up at the ass crack of dawn to drive back up to school for class. Blah.
My first night as a sister was amazing. Though, if you have a facebook and have seen the pictures that people tagged with me in it, I'm sure you could already tell that.
That is all for now.
*nicole*
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| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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4:53 pm - You only live once but when you live like us once is enough!
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So this week has been a stressful week. I am even sick to show for it.
As of today I am officially a sister at Alpha Chi Omega. I love it. As busy as I was this week, it was so worth it. I loved every last minute of it. PU '05 is more than I could have ever asked for. I honestly had no idea what I was getting myself into. I can't imagine not doing this now. I'm so glad I did. I have been able to meet so many amazing people that I would have never known if it wasn't for this.
I will never forget Cheeba Cheeba night. Fucking amazing! I was a true gangsta! Haha! Don't worry, I'll post the embarassing pictures real soon.
Tonight my Big and Fam are getting me trashed....to say the least. Should be interesting. I guess I don't really have too much to write about.
Work is going ok. It has really stressed me out this week. It will get better and I know it won't be so bad come break.
Well, I'm gonna go take a nap before this evenings festivities.
Leave me lots of love!!
-Nicole
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| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
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11:00 pm - You'll change your mind come Monday...and turn your back on me
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Umm...yeah.
So, I dunno. I slept in today. I was absolutely wonderful. I have almost forgotten what it was like to be able to sleep until I feel like and have nothing of importance to do. I love it. But I know not to get used to it because the craziness starts up once again come tomorrow. Totally lame.
I feel like I'm kind of in a slump right now. In a few different ways and I kind of feel like I have no where to turn. I mean, I'm failing my first class ever in my life. Not only that, but it's one I have to have for my major. I'm technically not supposed to be able to do higher level courses until I pass this, even though I am. But still, it's the idea of it. I feel like there isn't enough for me to do to fix it. Studying isn't helping. Taking my time on the papers isn't working. Taking my time on the quizzes isn't helping. I'm trying and it doesn't even show and I think that's what's bothering most about this all...it just looks like I've done nothing what-so-ever and that's not the case.
And then there are other aspects of my life thatI'm just confused about. I finally think I have things figured out and then BAM! (yes,just like that) I always question myself. Some things will never change I guess. Oh well.
I need to lose weight. I get sick looking at myself in the mirror. And I know what some of you will say to that, and honestly, I mean, if you lost a lot of weight and then in just a few months gained it back, it's rather depressing. And then try having people actually TELL you you've gain your weight back, like your mother for example. Yeah. I need to comfortable in my skin and I'm not. And I HATE HATE HATE when my tiny ass roommates start bitching about how fat they are and I would kill to look like them and consider that fat. I love them but it's just, I don't know, not insulting, but I mean, I don't want to hear that, because then what does that mean I am?
BLAH...need to get out of these moods. And fast.
Ok, Leigh is back, so I'm gonna go and yeah...cheer up. HA!
<3Nicole
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| Monday, November 7th, 2005
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11:49 pm
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It's amazing to read entries from a year ago.
Even in my other journal.
Sometimes I can't really understand how I even was able to handle myself. But I like to look and see that I am strong, and though I thought there were times I would never get out of that rut, I did and things are fine now.
I also look at how sick it all made me. Why do I do that to myself? I know it's not a conscience thing I do, but I need to learn how to control it.
I am proud of myself. I may not like that I've gained the weight back, but I'm not that sick girl anymore. I'm not the one making up excuses as to why I'm sad or why I can't eat or stop vomiting. I'm not that person anymore. I am happy. And I am very proud of myself for all of that.
Sorry. I just needed to say that out loud, so to speak.
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| Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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8:54 pm - Such a good mood
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So, this past week has been a long week. I worked over 30 hours...which is a good thing. I need the money like whoa.
AXO has been going well. I'm very excited about that. It's gonna be tough soon though (I'll tell you why in a minute).
I came home this weekend. Yesterday I had an interview at the Victoria's Secret in Manchester (the one I usually work at). Well, I found out that they were looking for a new Sales Lead. Basically it's a management position, but part-time. Yeah, so I called Kelly up about it on Wednesday and we set up a time yesterday to meet. We talked for a bit about it and I got the job. I'm gonna be making like $9.75/hr. HUGE raise! I am so excited! She understands everything with school, obviously, so she told me not to worry about it if I can only work the 20 hours a week b/c the other Sales Lead is looking for more hours, so it'll even out. She is so awesome. She was excited about it too and hired me on the spot. I start tomorrow!
Friday night I went to Charmingfare Farm for their haunted hayride with Tom and my Dad. It was fun. Not scary, but fun.
Saw Pickle last night b/c Tom and I went to a 21st birthday party and he was there. So when Sue got out of work we met up with her at TGIFridays. Mmmm....Then we watched The Amityville Horror (the new one). They came over again today for a bit.
I went home and watched JR's hockey game then had dinner at the house. And now here I sit. Typing in here and not my paper. Hahah.
Ok, I need to go and get this shiznit done.
leave <3
-Nicole
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| Friday, October 7th, 2005
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2:21 pm - :-D
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So Sunday is my birthday. I expect a call from those of you reading this, because I know that like more than 80% of you have my phone number.
So Bid's day was last Saturday and I didn't get one from Alpha Chi Omega like I wanted. I was upset about it, obviously. Then come to find out, I didn't get one because I'm a junior. They took all freshman and a couple sophomores. But, they had open recruitment last week because they still had some spots open and I asked a friend to see if it was even worth going because if they don't me because I'm a junior then I didn't want to waste my time. But they said to go, so I did and on Wednesday night I got a bid. So I'll soon be a pledge for Alpha Chi Omega. I'm excited :)
Nothing else is really new. Lots of school shit, but that's about it.
-Nicole
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| Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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12:40 pm - :-/
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Hmmm...
Good luck to me?
Yeah. I think that that is in order. I'm rushing this week for those of you who don't know, but most of you I talk to, so you should know. So yeah, I got invited back to only one of the 3 houses I visited yesterday. Granted it is the one I love and really want, but it also makes me nervous because then it's like, if they don't like me for Bid's Day, then I'm not in any. I don't have a second choice. Oh well. I only like 2 out of the 3 I visited anyways. My Rho Psi asked me if it was ok that I only got invited back to one. Umm...I can't change it so it's gonna have to be. LoL. So yeah, this is either a good thing or a really bad thing. LoL.
P.S.- adam is lame and sitting next to me, so i had to edit this entry and mention him. :-P
-Nicole
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| Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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9:08 pm - Up-date my ass
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Yeah, so apparently I never up-date this thing. Sad thing is I check it all the time. Ha. Go figure. Oh the ways of the lame college life.
So last weekend was not too shabby. Thursday night was a blast. I went out with my roomies. I know, lame ol me. Umm...so we definately danced on some people's cars when we got back at 2:00am and had a dance party on their roofs in the parking lot with D's car stereo blasting. Then they knocked over a fence...an entire fence. Crazy bitches. Ha.
Friday I went home with plans to go to Pickle's party with Tom. Yeah, umm...my car cuking sucks and something is wrong with it. Tom thinks it has to do with the fuel b/c my engine is turning over but not starting b/c it's not getting any fuel. LAME. I have a 1/2 a tank of gas, that shouldn't happen. So eventually Tom got here and we decided not to go to Mike's b/c of the lack of gas and money. Got into a fight later that night and into the next morning. Yeah. Was not too happy about that, but hey, it happens, right.
Things got better and we met up with my Mom at the ice skating rink where they were with JR and Curtis b/c JR needs some extra skate time for hockey. We skated for about a 1/2 hour then eventually made it back to my house for an amazing steak dinner with my fam. Unfortunately I was unable to make it back for my roommate's b-day bash :( They all had a great time I just wish I had been able to be around for it.
I came back Sunday and TOm brought me straight to work. Wasn't too bad. I was doing floorset. I had to go in Monday too and I got so sick because of whatever I ate at Stilling before-hand, so I ended up leaving after like 4 1/2 hours. Oh well. I don't really like it there. I mean, I like one of the managers, but other than that I'm not too crazy about the place. I hate the like head manager, Brianna, she just looks like a bitch. I dunno. She just didn't seem to "receive" me too well, I guess.
Nothing else is really new. I did something today that's gonna force me to do more in the coming weeks. I'm trying something new. I'm gonna try to do something that is not really me but might make me feel better about myself and a little more accomplished I guess? I dunno. I don't want to leave college feeling as though I just sat around doing nothing...as I am doing right now. Haha. I dunno. Thank you Laura. Just keep reminding me of how it's a good idea. LoL. <333
Alright. I have a paper I should be reading for so I can write it. Total slacker. But I guess I'm actually reading these things to write the paper and highlighting and taking notes, so that's a good start for me! I should buy my Organizational Behavior book tomorrow, seeing as they gave me the wrong book when I went and I have an open book quick tomorrow. Oh man. I don't even think I have money. Oh well. C'est la vie!
*Nicole*
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| Monday, September 12th, 2005
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9:04 pm
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I fucking hate being sick.
Today I went to Brooks in Hooksett to get some cold medicine and ran into Krystle. She was my old dance partner and I haven't seen her since my last dance recital sr. year. Holy crap. She recognized me first. It was good seeing her. She told me to give her a call next time I'm in town. Maybe I will. I still can't get over running into her like that. I always kind of hope to but don't think I ever will because I have no idea where she's living and shit. Oh well.
Tom got me sick. Bastard. I told him that too.
Mom was glad to see me this weekend, even though she didn't see that much. She's always in a rush to kick me out then misses me when I'm not around.
I played poker Saturday night. Came in 3rd the first game, so I got my buy-in back. Sweet deal.
I'm just kind of rambling because I've got nothing better to do. I should probably go eat, but b/c I'm sick I'm not that hungry. Oh well.
-Nicole
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| Friday, September 9th, 2005
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12:08 pm
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So I came home last night so that this morning I could hang out with Beth, since she's home for her brother's wedding this weekend. I've planned on coming home and told her I'd be home so I could see her. She told me her only free time would be this morning. So I text her last night and she tells me she's gonna get in touch with me in the morning. No call. So I just called her after signing on-line and seeing LeighAnn's away message saying how Beth is on her way. So I call Beth to ask about seeing her and she tells me that her and William just got up and have to run errands today. So I ask her if she's going to see LeighAnn because, well,t hat's what Leigh's away message says. And she tells me oh, well, we changed our minds, we're not going. Yeah, I have a funny feeling that she is going to see her today. DOn't fucking lie to me and make me feel like an ass. I'm so fucking pissed right now. I was all excited about coming home to see her, which was the only reason I was coming home to begin with this weekend. Not to mention she wasn't happy about some things before she left and yet I'm still getting the short end of the stick. But "maybe" I'll get to see her Sunday. What the fuck. I really need to vent, I'm sorry. It's just if she's gone to see LEighAnn, don't fucking lie to me about it and text me saying you'll call me in the morning about making plans. Don't fucking lead me on like that and then lie to me on the phone about it. If you're going to UNH just fucking tell me, don't fucking hide it.
Here's to a shitty start to my weekend.
Now that I've let most of that out....Scheel has been going good. I'm glad to be back at UNH. Things are going well with my roommates, or at least I think so. Everything is hopefully gonna work out great. I just need to keep my grades up and go to class.
Saw Pickle last week. He came out to the beach Thursday ngiht with Sue and hung out most of Friday. Fun times. It had been a while since I had last seen him. The beach was nice and the weekend was beautiful. COuldn't ask for better weather. But yeah, that's about it.
*nicole*
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| Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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6:35 pm
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So I move into UNH tomorrow. For those of you who don't already know, on Tuesday the Housing Department called me up and asked if I still was hoping to lives. Of course I was, but I didn't think I would. So, they asked if I'd like to live in the Gables and so now I am. I'm in 406B. My 5 roommates went to high school together and they're from Salem. Hopefully it all works out. I kind of feel like a Freshman all over again. Not to sure how I feel about that. Oh well. It's a place to live and I'm hoping all goes well. If not, I have plenty of friends to hang out with.
My Dad is at the beach from today till Sept. 5th. I'm gonna be spending most of the week there. I'm gonna try to stay some nights at UNH and some at Hampton. We'll see how it works out.
I don't have much else to say. Sorry I'm so boring. Hopefully once school starts I'll actually start up-dating more. HA!
Lots of Love!
*nicole*
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| Friday, August 12th, 2005
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1:04 pm
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So Tom decided to ask me today about Bryan and I. Like what really happened and stuff. Why the hell is he asking me now? I couldn't believe it. Then he was asking me so much about it. Honestly, I don't remember much and then why does he need to know the details? So he can picture it and just let him bother him more?
Why the fuck does he never tell me when something is bothering him? Why does he wait a few days or weeks or months? I'm so irrate right now about this. And then to listen to him bitch at me because I'm mad that he's bringing this all up now. Why doesn't he just tell me when this shit happens? And then he he left. He just up and left. He didn't have a car here but he called his mother to come pick him up. No bye, nothing. I don't even know what to make of this. Maybe I need a break from all boys for a little while. I've been working 5 days a week and he gets like 3 or 4 days off, not to mention when he goes in it's not till 4 or 5, and then goes on about how it's his day off and all this shit. Must be nice to be able to work less hours than me and make more than me. I'm sorry I make shit at Victoria's Secret, and that I need the money because I have none so that means I have to work as many days as possible and I'm sorry if it means going in at 7am, 8am, or 8:30am and for at least 5 days a week, if not more.
Sorry for the ranting.
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| Monday, August 8th, 2005
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1:46 pm
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I'm home.
The Bahamas was great. Better than great, but I don't know what word that would be.
I worked 40 hours this past week. I need it though since I didn't work for 10 days.
Hanging out with Shannon tomorrow. One last time before she heads back to North Carolina.
I'm almost all set for UNH. I still need to call my advisor to sign up for classes. I know, I'm such a slacker. But I"m almost all done everything else. As far as living...I guess I'm commuting for a while? Any help would be great if anyone has any ideas.
*nicole*
p.s.- if you go by the name of Amy (haha..I only have to put it once to work for multiple people :-D), Beth, LeighAnn, Laura, Myriam, or Kia...I miss you all a lot and want to see you soon. Seriously.
current mood:  content
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| Thursday, July 21st, 2005
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11:08 am - :-D
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I know I haven't up-dated in a long time.
Sorry folks.
Quick up-date:
Saw my Wifette
Saw War of the Wolrds with mah gurls. LoL
Worked
Saw Beth, Amy and James one night
Went to a Fishercats game
Saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and loved it
Saw Sean and Andrew at the movie
Found out I was going to the Bahamas
Bought some new clothes finally
Worked some more
Haven't heard from my best friends in about 2 weeks now
Have hardly been on-line
Shopping some more
Beth came into work so I could help her pick out something for her brother's fiancee's wedding shower
Dinner with my Dad a couple of times
Grease at Veteran's Park
Worked
Saw Bryan for the first time in like a month (he stopped by work)
LEAVING FOR THE BAHAMAS TOMORROW!!!!
Yeah, that's mostly what I can reember. I'm sure more has happened, but well, ya know. I'll be gone for thenext 10 days. Try not to miss me too much. Ha. I'll be back the 31st.
Much love till then :)
current mood: ecstatic
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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11:15 am - It's already July!
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It's crazy how the time has been flying.
I've been out of school for 2 months and feel as though I haven't accomplished much of anything. So be it.
This past weekend was nice. I worked a nice 9 hour shift Saturday night. I do have to say it was worth it though because my boss gave me Sunday and Monday off for doing that for her.
Sunday Tom and I drove to Franklin where his parents and their friends have camps. We stayed the night and slept in a 2 person tent with an air mattress that was too big for the tent. LoL. I just want to emphasize te fact that I absolutely hate port-o-potties...so much so that I even stopped using the one there and just peed outside.
Monday we were going to drive to Wiers Beach but we were about to pass the place my aunt and uncle have next to Lake Winnisquam, so we decided to stop by and see if they were there. They were, so we went down to the beach to find that they had left on the boat about 10 minutes prior to us showing up. So we got our bathing suits on and swam for about an hour and then sat in the sun. We stayed for dinner. So good! Had some BBQ ribs and chicken. Yum!
Then we drove back to Franklin and stayed there for the night. Watched some people that were setting off fireworks down by the water and played some cards. All in all it was a nice getaway for a couple days. We came back yesterday and both of us had to work. No fun. I did get to see Amy and Caitlin for about a 1/2 hour before I had to work.
So, after being in a good mood, then a bad mood because work decided to have me come in (I was on-call), then getting in a good mood because of the girls I was working with, I got out around 9-9:15pm and called Tom because I was starving and asked if he wanted to meet me at TGIFridays. So he came. In the midst of that my mother calls. So yeah, they just got back from a cruise to Alaska. We have had no money that we ahve been able to spend because they went on that trip. They can't help me with anything because they can't spend money because they went on that trip and spent a lot while on it. My mother also bought basically a new wardrobe for that trip to Alaska as well. Last night she tells me that her and Dodger are going to the Bahamas the last week in July. So let me get this straight: the boys can't do anything that costs money, I was asked if my father (who last his job last week) could help me with college this year (even though I'm the one that pays for it, not them) because they don't have the money to help me, I haven't had new summer clothes since sometime in high school, half my shirts don't even fit me, but I get screwed everytime I spend my own money (like last time when I was overdrawn because they were going to put money in my account to pay for the boys when we went to Canobie and oh, oops, they had forgotten...and I would have been fine had they, oh I dunno, actually rememebred to put that money in). Then my mother told me that they work hard for their money and can spend it however they want. Yeah, because I don't work for my money or anything. I sit around all day and do absolutely nothing. I'm so fucking pissed about this whole thing. Not to mention Dodger had said I could go with them and Tom could come too if he paid for his own plane tickets. I told my mother I wouldn't watch the boys. Why should I do stuff for them when they don't do shit for me. But that's right, they're sending Curtis to spend some time with my brother in Oregan. How fucking sweet. I have never ever gone on a vacation with my family. The closest has been either when my mother and I went with my Grandma to Cape Cod or Niagra Falls and she paid for the whole thing...or, when my mother got LASIK eye surgery and needed to have someone with her to drive her back from Montreal so she had me come with her. If I could express how pissed of I am in any other manor, I would right now. But I'm sure I've written anough and filled plenty of space on your Friend's Page and no one has probably even read this far.
*nicole*
current mood:  cranky
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| Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
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11:09 am
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Have today off. It's amazing. LoL. OK, maybe not that amazing, but it feels like it is. I think all the last days have kinda blurred together. Friday night I went to Canobie with Tom, the boys, a friend of theirs and Sarahlicious. It was a lot of fun, actually. I can't remember the last time I went there. It's been a few years, that's for sure. We got our picture taken when we first went in and when we looked at it when we left we all looked like sane people, so of course I had to get it. LoL.
Work hasn't been very exciting. I usually like going into work, but lately, I dunno...it's been kinda blah.
I don't remember much of the weekend except for a couple annoying drunk phone calls. Tom and I went and saw Batman Begins Saturday night. It was so good! Put me into a Batman kick...good thing I have all the other movies. LoL.
Last night I hung out with Pickle. It was fun. I got my Dad to buy us all dinner. Apparently he's quitting his job today (well, giving his notice).n I don't know what he's gonna do, I'm kinda worried. My Dad has never had an easy time finding jobs. We'll see. I know he's wanted to leave there since he first started there, I just hope it all works out.
Found out some interesting news yesterday. Some good and made me laugh and some disturbing, but whatever I guess.
I got into UNH sometime last week. It's official, I am going back there this Fall. :)
That's all for now.
*nicole*
current mood:  hot
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